Rubiatul. Not forgetting too, Amilia.

2013 , yeah it really is hard.

Seriously.

Saya tak mahu bercerita tentang aktiviti-aktiviti yang sangat sesak dari pagi hingga ke malam. It is not just many programes that make things harder, but it is feeling.

senyummu kawan by ~mh2enough

I just want to say a word , " Sorry ".

Yeah, sorry girl. I didn't mean to make you hurt. I just can't control myself when I'm mad. I know I am a worst person, I am.

It's not that I don't want to forgive you, but I just hope that time will heal my heart. Yeah, Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. It really is. I'm okay now. I already forgot your word at that time.

Rubiatul Adawiah bt Shahruddin, aku minta maaf.

Honestly, I can't even expected myself when I'm mad. I can be crazy sometimes.

Oh ya, ana sedar walaupun anti kata , " Ana tak kisah orang suka mengata ana. Biasa la tu ". I know that was a lie. Kau, manusia. Bukan senang nak kebal dengan ejekan orang. But then, I'm sorry that I'm not standing by your side to strength you.

Ya, sejujurnya ana sendiri pernah dicemuh dengan semua senior , kawan-kawan, satu kelas pelajar lelaki di sekolah rendah dahulu. And, even my family. I know well how hard it is. Dan, yaahh kita sama-sama merindukan Anis Amilia Fatini bt M.Kamal  rightio? Both of us are not the type that will tell our problem to anyone, kan kan?

Setiap kali ana sedih, and hold my tears .. automatically I hope that Amilia will  appear. But, she seems too far away.

I know you feel the same way as me, ya right?

Amilia is the ever warm person that I've ever met.
She is.

p/s: - kita memang tak betul kan time turun Tangga Kenari?

      -but hey Thariq is going to be no. 1. haha.